how i wish i can call you my girlfriend for so long but it will not happen!!! so i just have to face reality!!!! and i have to control myself whenever we go out!!!! during the show that day i feel like holding you but i control myself and say we are just best friends nothing more then that!!!! i just had to keep myself to the show!!!!! saying that it will harm me if i would had hold you in my arms =D!!!! silly me but if what i am about to do makes you happy then i dont mind!