what is on my mind now is why cant i be any use to you! i feel useless now! nothing i can do just on the phone that all! my soul is stuck with me! i cannot meet up to the standard so this is what will happen!!!!

friends is what you wanted the last time right! so i give it to yo and i lie to myself to say that we can only reach to besties and stop there no more then that! cause of the standard of life style you are living for the pass few years was a good life no need scare money problem!! i had been thinking for long time just that i kept lying to myself saying i will be your best friend!