super super SIAN!!!! jus duno wat to do!!! what am i going to do now!!! soo fuckup!!! how i wish joey jie tell me about iiky death earlier! fuck no mood to open my books and my paper is on tuesday!!! im sure to fail!!play dota jus nw aso cnt see propely eyes blur blur!! even now im typin aso cnt stop the tears from flowing!! hopefully i will b better tomorrow!!! my feelings now cnt b control im soo fuck!! if that fucking malay guy going to make me in this period of time i don't think i can think of anything but jus let my anger out!im soo going to throw him into a bunch of dogs like let the dogs fuck him!!! jus need the smoke from my cigarette to get into me eyes so that people will not know that im crying cause im sad but cause the smoke went into my eyes!

LIFE IS SHORT SO CARRY ON LIVING FOR WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN BOUGHT OUT TO THIS WORLD! DON'T WASTE YOUR LIFE FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T CHERISH YOU! DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AS MY SISTER DID!! ™